A 40-something wife, mother, and friend who suffers from schizo-affective disorder, D.I.D, and severe P.T.S.D.. I live in the Arizona dessert and spend my time writing poetry, short stories, and working on my great american novel. I am a fan of fantasy, romance, sci-fi and comedy novels. My most favorite novel is The Lord of the Rings and The Chronicles of Narnia and we can't leave out the Dresden Files. I take Mental Illness and my family seriously. Welcome and enjoy.










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25
Dec
no

I am so glad that all my friends had a great and Merry Chirstmas. I saw my mum and Dave her boyfriend. They came for Christmas lunch. We got gran up and I tell mom she’s deteriorating and that she’ not doing good but seeing it face to face sent my mum off with actual feelings of heartsick because her mother is fading.

It’s killing me inside watching her fade. My gran has been a large part of my life for as long as I can remember. But now she doesn’t recognize me, or talk your ear off. She’s very quiet and almost shy. Outgoing and strong my gran was a pillar for my growing years until I was 16 and a half and moved to my dads for a better education and college and the schizophrenic breaks that led to me being sick.

In 2010 I recieved a call from my gran’s baby sister asking if my gran moved to back here to Arizona could I take care of her. She wasn’t expected to life more than two more years. Eight years later she is fading so I spend my time with her.

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